300 Even =)

I got on the scale today even though I wasn't suppose go get on it until Tuesday, trying to stick to the whole "Weigh yourself once a week" and I finally hit 300!!! I was so excited. lol I wonder how many ppl are excited to weight 300 lbs!? I AM! I was at my heaviest in my life in June of this year... 319, and I had had enough. I feel amazing right now. Yesterday I supposedly ate about 1200 calories over my daily goal, but I'm thinking that it evens itself out of days time. The day before I ate about 1200 under, maybe that is why I was so hungry the next day! lol I feel like I ate a lot of food today, and was a little nervous about entering it all in, but I'm being honest. I have to be honest. If I'm not honest with myself, who can I be honest with? I'm drinking my detox tea right now, and have plans to go on a 7 mile bike ride tommorrow. I'm really looking forward to being off this weekend. I'm thinking tanning, biking, and maybe the infared sauna, however I'm also working on my finanaces so maybe that's not the best idea (I didn't fit the 25 for the sauna into my budget this paycheck). I'm so very grateful for God helping me to not eat a hundred cookies today. I did sneak in 3 different times, and ate a total of 5 cookies, but it still didn't put me over my calories per day. I am hungry now though, truly hungry, not hungry out of boredom or emotional upset, really hungry. But it's 3:17am and I'm about to go to bed, my tea has taken the edge off a bit. I've really been trying to tune into my body and allow it to tell me what it wants. If I'm hungry, I eat. I'm not going to do anything to starve myself. My actual thought process for not eating right now is that I would so fully believe that eating this late would slow my weight loss, and that belief would come into manifestation full force. I feel better in the morning as well when I don't eat this late. Today was a good day, I'm feeling great, and I'm very proud of myself! (and grateful to God ;) off to bed now....